Assalamualaikum & hye :)




you never realised how he treat u sho bad...u never realised that u r his toys..only his toys..u never realised hows ur parents care for u..u never realised that u hurt ppl that love u..u never realised that u always make a bad decision..u never realised how u treat ur parents like blablabla ==' u never realised that u r sho stupid coz u never understand how ur parents feeling..u never realised how u make ppl hate u with ur bad attitude..u never realised how we tried to bring u to the right path..u never realised that what we did r for ur own good...i really hope u will change..be a better daughter for ur parents..be a good sis for ur siblings..study well and make everyone proud..dont act stupid anymore..study for ur future...i know u r pretty smart...so study and prove to everyone that always talk bad bout u..prove to them that u can get an excellent result...prove to them that they r wrong...please appreciate ur parents while they still alive..appreciate everyone around u that always lead u to the right path not the wrong path...im saying this coz i love u..yeah even i always said i hate u but u knw...our relationship never ends...i hate u coz u hurt ppl that i love..yeahhh  im trying to be a nice girl...sho better u change urself..sho ppl will love u...


to~someone who always make a wrong decision in her life

Assalamualaikum & hye :)


1:37 am and i can't sleep + hungry ==' yeah my mom called me and told me something -sigh- something happened and i'm really mad+wnna explode when i heard it ==' and yeah i'm not gonna tell 'this' prob here ..right now i feel notinx...i feel kosong..kosong..kosong =='



i'm kinda stress when someone keep crying when she know bout her sister ==' it's not a big problem...her sister safe..that's awesome and please don't worried bout her..i know she can take care of her self...you don't know my prob..u don't even know what news that i got...u don't know how i feel when i heard bout that news..u don't know anything....and don't ask me why i don't even asked why u cry or what's ur prob coz i have my own prob...from now on ..i'm not gonna tell my prob..lemme keep everything...lemme be the old me + new me..lemme act happy..no tears!! no pain!! never think bout other people except my beloved family and friend..


i'm kinda hate my busy timetable ==' and yeah my hate feeling come again ==' i'm trying to kill that feeling...really feel annoyed with some people around me =='

btw have a nice day <3

Assalamualaikum & hye :)



Notinx to say -sigh-

Assalamualaikum & hye :)


yaahhhhh!! bad news!!! bad day!!! -sigh-
i have to submit my assignment tomorrow and my printer have prob =='
i can't print my assignment and jinjja wanna throw my printer ><


hope jinnie feel better :)

love jinnie..jaeky and lulu so much <3

Assalamualaikum & hye :)



i saw jinnie tweet....she said wanna pm me..she have something to talk...but i don't know what it is....i'm really worried when i think bout her...she have prob i guess...i stalk her blog and saw her entry...it's really make me sad coz i'm not be by her side when she need me :/ i'm trying to be a good friend but sometimes i felt useless  -sigh- i don't know how to make she feel calm..i don't know how to make she smile and laugh...i really don't know..but yeah jinnie...if u need me juz pm or text me :) don't keep everything by ur self..jaeky..lulu and me always here for u :) babe...i don't know how to advice you but i can be a good listener :) yeah if crying can make u feel relieved...juz cry babe...and after that please be a strong jinnie that i ever know..be a crazy + happy + pabo jinnie that i ever know... :) i know u r strong girl babe...love u so much -hug u tight-



jaeky...please be happy :) i want to see my bestie aka my mummy aka whatevalah ==' to be happy....i'm here if u need me..text or pm me if u need me kay :) i want to be crazy with you and jinnie...love u so much -hug u tight-



i can't see both of u moody coz my mood will change too..n yeah i feel wanna kill who make both of u sad ==' leggo be hyper again..!!! i will try to be hyper like before but yeah pabo me =='  i forgot how to be hyper ><  yeah i don't know why lately i'm too sensitive -mess my hair- and sometimes i feel i'm too cruel =='



babe..love both of u so much -big hug-
always take care and smile :)

Assalamualaikum & hye :)

Assalamualaikum & hye :)


hoho my mama online and to save my credit...we talked everything there :)
yeah i told my mama bout my crush (7) and i showed his pic to my mama
before that i told mama how i know him n how he got his nickname..
i know him since my first sem ...i ever asked my friend where he sat when our class  merge...my friend told me that he sat at number 7 chair..start from that we called him 7 to avoid people to know who we are talking about :)yeah i still remembered when me and my friend walked to release our stress...she asked me what is my ideal type..and i said i love someone who respect me and my parents..i love someone tall and mix or not pure malay..have religion and can guide me to the right path..after i am talking bout that suddenly i saw him and his friend in a car and that's time i was really shocked..and i do not know why i am shocked like that =='

 i always looked at him and suddenly i make decision to stop looking at him and talking bout him..so yeah everything went smooth till one day..
on my final exam...i am not sure if he looked at me or my friend..but it happened everyday till i finish my final exam..


yeah now i am in sem 2..i do not know why i love to stalking him..i love his smile..and i love his height...now almost everyday we see each other...we always merge our class....and know what?  i am looking at him again ==' this time it's became worst...always wanna see him..ohya..my friend told me bout his fb and i do add him :) he approved me and it's easy for me to stalk him :D n yeah i steal his picture...sorry 7 i took ur picture without ur permission...i show that pic to my mama :) mama said his handsome...i told everything to my mama and she said he will talked to me...but i said it's impossible lah..i said i do not like kelantanese boy but now ==' his from kelantan and he was my crush =='


only  crush ==' i never love him..never! like and love not same..
oh yeah....2 days ago we have koku...i choose rakan masjid and what make me shocked ..he also rakan masjid members...we are facing each other coz i wanna stalk him ==' i do ask nina to cover me from him coz i am scared he might see me look at him..from what i saw..he look at someone from our group..i don't know who he look at..maybe nina?tika? other girl? i don't know ==' but yeah my heart...i don't know what happen to my heart,...i feel like...erm scared?? i don't know lah =='


yeah i am happy to see him everyday :)


that's all bout my crush

Assalamualaikum


sakit hati glerr bila tiba2 nina masuk bilik n mengamuk...dia gtau something yang buat aku jugak nak mengamuk....aku xsakit hati ngan nina tapi ngan news yang aku dapat!!! woiiii sesuka hati je nak ubah plan kita orang!! aku punya excited nak keluar dengan abang long+nina+tika n our driver afiq...n tetiba xnak abang long ikot sebab kau ajak orang yang buat masa sekarang aku xnak cakap ngan dia?? woiiii kita orang suruh kau jadi driver je bukan sesuka hati ubah plan kita orang!!


menyampah...sangat menyampah bila kau buat macam tu!!! kau sapa hah nak suruh aku baik ngan orang yang aku xnak cakap tu?? ikut suka aku la..xperlu la kata aku sombong sebab aku xnak ajak dia ==' n fyi buat masa sekarang aku xde niat pun nak berbaik ngan orang tu...nina pernah bagitau aku something sal orang tu..dia malukan akak kita orang depan orang ramai..


kau ingat aku nak berbaik ngan orang macam tu?? sebelum ni aku buta..aku xnampak semua tu...n sekarang bila aku tau woahh xmungkin aku akan berbaik ngan dia sebab aku xnak dimalukan macam tu... =='  n yeah nina dah bagi amaran...kalau orang tu cakap apa2 dekat aku memang nina akan mengamuk..n yeah aku tau nina bukan lagi nina kalau dia mengamuk...aku nampak betapa sayangnya nina dekat aku :D


ohya...!!! aku xnak pergi kalau abang long xpergi!!! tapi nina n tika paksa aku ==' dia orang ajak teman nak beli hadiah dekat sepupu nkawan dia orang...so terpaksa lah aku ikut ==' n yeah esok aku n nina dah ingatkan tika..kalau kita orang xcakap or muka masam je faham2 je la..n hope xde orang tegur =='
wehhh bencinya!!! benci!!! benci!!! nak eppy2 jadi cam ni pulak =='

Assalamualaikum and hye ^^v



hari ni 1st time masuk lab tuk sem ni xD tadi buat experiment tuk subject FLUID MECHANIC....aq ok je kalau buat experiment ni ==' cuma aq xsuka pakai kasut boot yang besar cam kasut patung mcd tu =='  dah la baju tu tebal + panas..nasib tadi ada aircond..akak senior kata nanti lau masuk bengkel mana de aircond..woahhh memang berpeluh la seharian ><

Assalamualaikum


best tadi gi melaka central(mc) ngan nina..tika n abg long :D yang xbestnya duit mara xmasuk lagi so xboleh nak shopping sangat ==' aku beli maggy je tadi >< and disebabkan dah lama mengidam sushi...aku beli satu paket tuk aku :D xboleh share2 ;) ngeee~


sebelum naik bas ke mc..ada budak micet muka dia ala2 pak teh..tetibe je rindu pakteh n makteh :D  disebabkan nak jimat kredit aku miss call pakteh :) pak teh call....xde la pulak aq mengaku aku rindu...aq juz gtau aq nak keluar n cta sal adik aq yang nak gi teknik hari ni..n aq gtau pakteh aq nak balik rumah makcik minggu depan :)  pak teh tanya bila cuti..aq kata nanti de cuti 4 bulan...im sure mesti pakteh suh g rumah dia :) dah tau sangat dah


xsabar pulak nak balik msa chinese new year ney :) maksu kata nak balik..hoho rindu my twin :D  makcik pulak menghasut mama xbagi aku balik masa CNY ni ==' makcik jelez la tu dia xboleh balik langkawi :p hahah padan muka...


ohya...sampai je micet terus rasa mual2 and sakit perut...dah 3 kali aq ulang alik gi toilet..mencik ==' sebab apa erk? tadi aku makan nasi goreng tomyam je pun....n yeah kaki aku dah 2-3 hari gatal2...disebabkan kerakusan menggaru..kaki aq dah merah ==' allergic kah?  n kaki aku yang pernah terseliuh sakit semula ==' ishhh susah la aku nak buat apa2 aktiviti nanti...


have a nice day korang
laffff yuh :D

Assalamualaikum



woah dah lama kan aku xhupdate blog ney??
nak kata xde internet?? ada je cuma line macam =='
maybe sebab tahap kemalasan aku mengatasi segala2nya ><
ngee~


ouh ya esok aku hangout ngan nina n tika + abg long :D
abg long  xpernah biar kita orang keluar sendiri...
nampak sangat abg long sayang kita orang kan -terharu-
esok aku nak cari kasut...makanan sebanyak yang mungkin..yang tu je kot..
abg long nak cari broadband + kasut..
tika n nina?? xtau la pulak :)
xsabar la pulak nak hangout ngan dia orang..


ouh ya...sem 2 ney agak busy...
gilerrr pack jadual aq =='
balik kelas je terbongkang tido..penat sangat 
yahhh yang sedihnya...aq ngan abg tiri xpernah bercakap =='
semua orang pelik...afiq kata sebab aq xreply mesej dia time cuti..
cam ne nak reply kalau kedit pun xde..
aku malas nak topup sebab xde nak mesej ngan sapa2..
mana la aku tau sampai merajuk2 ney =='
aku pulak ego xnak tegur dia...
aku xkan tegur la..lelaki kena tegur aku dulu!!


afiq kata aku ego..
yeahh aku mengaku memang aku ego..
susah weh nak turunkan ego aq =='
right now sume orang suruh aku cuba cakap ngan abg tiri..
but i cant ==' aku try jugak tapi ntah la..
style aku...aku xkan cakap dengan orang yang xtegur aku dulu..
aku memang macam tu..alaaaa cam ne nak ubah perangai aku yang satu ni??



weh tiba2 teringat sal crush aku :D
dia dip b la :D
n yeah dip b always bergabung ngan class kita orang..
woahh bahagia gilerrr
tapikan aq xfaham asal dari final exam aq terasa macam dia usha2 kita orang..
xtahu la if kita orang ter'perasan' or memang betul dia usha kita orang =='
hahhaha kelakar pun ada :)



nak cita sal rp world :D
J oppa dah create new FAM la 
sebab ada someone make everyone wanna leave termasuklah aku -sigh-
n mir..he add me use his secret acc..not secret acc anymore coz caleb told everyone bout that acc =='
n u know what?? caleb...jake..j oppa..victor...n jaehwa  ==' all of them call me Mir's scandal..
really hate that nickname ==' 
n when mir online he said why my name always appear? lmao ask ur friend la ><
shhhhh!! lemme tell u something...i have crush..one of the baddas boy..
his name is tettttt :D
and the other one is lemme keep it as secret coz he already have girlfriend :D
only crush...right now i cant love anyone -wink-


yah miss both of my bestie(nisa & shera) so much!!!! and my little kiddo,adam!! 



wehh apa aku melalut ni =='
dari hangout ke rp world...
tapi ikut suka aku la...
blog aku kan


btw have a nice day korang :)

Assalamualaikum





lmao asal ada class pagi2 erk??