Name : Miss NIJ Born on : 23 may 1994 Live in : Earth Fav colour : Puple/black/red/white
I love : my family and bestie so much.Don't u dare to hurt them. I Hate :
- Someone who hurt my beloved family and bestie.
Sunday, 21 April 2013
dear my family here:
anyway.. let me ask u all something..
never leave that group.. arraseo..??
if u really loves ur family never leave then..
nae.. i wanna leave this acc before and wanna give it to jinmin and lazy to open this acc.. but am i not lying that i will be on another acc and saw what ever happen on fam...
don't leave even jaehwa said something like that, don't leave when jiji eonnie said go away, don't leave if u really loves them..
when only me who on9 on that group in the middle of nite, am i thinking... why they choose me to be an admin? why eonnie believes on me even she ever mad at me? why jaehwa talk to me even he hate me before? why am i back to that group again after hiatus? and back as jinnie before am i is someone else? why i need to be there?
the answer is only God gave it~
God makes me found u all as my family and give me to learn on everything in life specially one thing that we call LOVE~
God gave me to meet u all without confusing, so why must i'am? God gave me to meet u all without regret, so why must i'am? problem make us grow and know each other more... also make us loving more.. misunderstanding and bad words only a few thing to make us more knowing as well.. love is not only has a good way, but also the bad way, not only gave us happiness in life but also the saddest to learn on it...
actually...when am i trying to leave, there always jae oppa that make me remind to not make him disappointed, he gave me time to knowing u all each other so should i just leave and break his trust?
there is jiji eonnie who make me as her saeng and trust me to be an admin and care of that group so why i must?
well, i know u all think of this also..
CL, never run from ur problem.. nae, just cry when u sad.. cry a lot and louder as much as u want, hurts give u so much... but never run and leave from there.... i know all of us will grow up and leave someday, but not this time cl.. the time is not comes yet.. jiji eonnie ask u to go away? she said that cause she wanna her time to be alone.. it ever happen to me also.. already two or maybe even three time she ask me go away before...long ago.. but, she not asking u to deact.. it's not a good choice to settle any problem, well take ur time and think of it..
when u already finish ur cried, take a breath and smile as much as u can.. after a rain there must be a beauty rainbow on it
i will try to help caleb oppa on this.. even he hates me later or what.. i don't care.. lol all of us must fight till the end isn't it?? love u all much
~ wtf! i'm crying again!! i can't hold this tears!!! why?why? why i have to cry bcoz of them?? they don't even care about me...they hate me!! yeah i know!! i always run from my probs!!always!! and yeah idk why i always cry when something happen to fam ...such a baby -_- yahhh i'm not like this before!! why i'm being such a weak girl?? i wnna be heartless girl!! arghhh i hate this tears!!! i hate this feeling!!! i hate everything!!!
jaeky...sorry coz i make u mad...sorry for everything!!! n thanks for everything... lulu thanks for everything...and sorry coz i'm always shouting at u...i always fight with u..sorry if i ever make u hurt......jinnie....sorry....sorry for everything..yahhhh -_- don't text me anymore!! it's expensive coz we r from different country -_- every 5 minutes??u r crazy jinnie ==' yahh i'm crying + laughing read ur text -_-' thanks for everything....sorry if i ever hurt u...oh yeah........ermm like jiji eonnie n caleb said... sorry can't fix anything..so idk if i said sorry means nothing to all of u... :')
jiji eonnie.....please forgive me..i know sorry can't fix anything...but still wnna say sorry...i love u like my older sis..i don't have older sis -sigh- i feel guilty eonnie...you ask me to go away ryte?? i wnna leave...wnna deac all my acc so no one from fam cant find me...wnna deac my jihyun acc but -speechless- i juz cant >< its hurt me to see u hate me...its hurt me to see my sis hate me..its hurt to see my sis hurt...its really hurt me...God i love her so much..please take care of her..please make her happy...amen...
caleb...i know u cant forgive me...i know u hate me...i know u mad at me...i know u love jiji eonnie n everyone there..i know that..i love them too....im hurt when all of u hurt....but yeah u dont give a fuck ryte? u dont even care bout us...bout me..jinnie...jaeky...u ever said to jinnie..that she doesnt know whats the meaning of friendship...i think ur the one who dont know whats the meaning of friendship.. we playing around..we talk to each other..we try to make fam alive...still we not ur friend??ah arasseo...i understand now...we r stranger in ur life ryte??thanks coz u teach me bout friendship..thanks..ohyeah...please forgive me even i know sorry means notinx to u...i said i hate u ryte?? i hate u bcoz u make my bestie crying....erm actually i dont hate u i juz dont like the way u treat my bestie..shes trying to make fam alive..she always try her best...i know sometimes shes crying n hurt but still she keep harder to make fam alive..n make everyone feel like family...please dont mad at her..
jaehwa...please dont leave!! poor jinmin...his lonely...he said he miss victor...please dont leave rp for him?? please...im begging u...please dont leave!! and yahhh miss to call u cutie mutie and u will make this face -_-
jinmin...yahhh kiddo -_- u r not alone...jinnie always there..shes always there even shes not posting anything..jaeky also...n yeah i always there too...i juz love to stalking all of u..long time didnt see u onl huh? poor u...hwaiting for ur study!!
kimin.......kiddo i love u!! lmao -_- take care of eonnie for me okay!! n take care of ur self too :) dont eat fast food everyday -_- its not good for ur health...eat some healthy food...arasseo? hwaiting for ur study!! study hard to learn korean language okay!! hwaiting!!
j oppa...yahhh oppa!! miss u so much!! im still waiting for u to make me as ur sis....get well soon..!! be strong okay!! sorry coz i make ur sis hurt!! sorry for everything.....oppa...always take care and smile
jake...victor...haewon...taefung(i know ur name lmao)...yunho...hyuna eonnie..chunji...kai(mir's cousin)<~yahhh pabo miss u so much!! palli come back!!......n all fam member...please forgive me....sorry for everything that i ever did....sorry :/
mir..mesti kau marahkan aku kan?? sebab aku dah buat orang2 yang kau sayang hurt...aku xsengaja...xbermaksud pun nak buat macam tu....aku tahu aku salah..aku tahu aku bukan kawan yang baik tuk kau n yang lain2..aku minta maaf sangat2..oh yeah..apa yang pernah jadi dulu tu kau maafkan aku x?? please maafkan aku....sorry for everything...take care of jibam for me okay :) love him so much!!
lmao im typing this like im going to sleep forever :') aishh juz forget it..always take care n smile okay...love all of u so much!!!
if one day i'm not here anymore..i mean if i ermm not in this world anymore...i wnt all of u to read this....i wnt all of u to know how much i love all of u..n yeah please take care of ur self and keep smiling :)